sitting in the dark

Alone with Christ... what does that look like... As I close my eyes and place myself in His lap, I am empty... if not defined by my tasks, who am I.

Wanting to be filled with Him, I remain empty... sitting in the dark, safe in His presence, and in the empty space I begin to feel, aware of what I love... the little things, the hugs from my children, my husband as he reaches out to hold my hand in the middle of the night, the tall mustard greens on the path to my son's school.  The little things is all I can see and stay here.  The moment I begin to project out, I lose myself.

For now, I sit quietly.... trusting in Him to fill me back up...

God Bless us all....